Learn from mistake"

After I enjoy finish my school, one day was come to tell the Spm result. The day was began of our future. Where we will go after this. Is it continue study, or being lifeless, or repeat Spm paper.

On March 23, in early morning I woke up with mixed feelings because the day was result out. I was think WHAT IF I did not get what my parents want. How they feel. This is I worried about. Whole week I think. So I get ready and wait my friend pick me up at home. My mom always said before I took my result she said that “ If you didn’t get a good score I will find your husband SOON’’.  I was laughing while I feel upset. So the time was come. I and my friend can’t control our nervous when our teacher told result one by one. 15 minutes later, my name came out and when I took my result paper and suddenly…………

I know it would happen. I saw my friend all happy with their result. But me?. not at all. I was upset. I didn’t tell anyone my result. I didn’t call my parents how my result. After that I going back home alone. When I arrived home, my mom straightly ask me how my result? Out of sudden, I cry and hugged my mom and say sorry to her because I’m useless daughter. My mom quite sad with my result. I was down. I feel like my life is empty because I made my parents disappointed with me. From there, I realised I was made big mistake in my life. I must think what should I do make them happy. So one day, I asked my dad to go Pejabat Pelajaran Wilayah Persekutan for register as Spm 2011 candidate. I now it difficult to through while you look all your friend continue study at University but me still continue my Spm. My parents and my bestfriend support me 100%. This is fact for my future. Whatever it is, I want to get good score and I want continue my study in University. Because my target is I want help my family. I don’t want they sacrifice anymore for me. I feel guilty with my parents. On 2011, I study like Spm student and I sit exam at Sekolah Menengah Wangsa Melawati like Spm 2011 candidates. I thankful to Allah swt because gave me one more chance to fix this. So I took this chance to prove it to my parents. After I done did repeat spm, I feel calm . So I learn regretful. Doesn’t mean you fail, you will fail for a whole life. Absolutely, NO! .You need to learn from your mistake. You have many way to change your life. Happen have a reason. Take with full patiently. InsyaAllah, Allah will help you. Thanks J