FAILING MY DIET, AGAIN AND AGAIN.

                 Hi, for this time I want to share about my weakness about DIET. Diet is a important for us even for a guy. I know majority woman in earth are take care of their body and faces. Every woman want look beautiful, always.They want have a body shape and they want look pretty by wearing any cloth. So do I. For honestly, I am big size and have a lot fat. Before this after I finish Spm, I gained weight 14kg from normal kg's. I was so stress because when you are fat is so hard to find any cloth and look so unhealthy. My mistake I eat anytime anywhere. And before this I'm athlete so I immediately stop so maybe this in one of the reason I gained weight. After i stress because myself so I decided to start DIET . Beside that , Thankful because im going to National Service so i losing my weight 8kg. But unfortunately, is just a short for me. So my idea is do not eat rice, chicken, and junk food. Eat twice a day and eat a lot of healthy food like vegetable and fruit. I can did it only for  two weeks dan I failing my diet. I started eat rice at night, eat fried chicken. My weakness is can't look food. And if i eat after that i will regret to eat. haha. That's my bad habit..

So i angry myself, i said to myself 'NURUL STOP EAT UNHEALTHY FOOD, START DIET NURUL SYARIZA".  I warning myself, haha. So i read a lot of article about diet and read some magazine about how to diet , how to trip your fats, and so on. i ever started a diet and really believe that this time its gonna be different because i have found that drive and determination to change myself. NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.  

                                 So the plan is on DIET:                                     

I have been to kenduri my uncle at Gombak. I told myself please this time do not eat rice . This is challenging for me. I'm really good about myself and know that i have a good time and well at kenduri with my family.  While i was hungry my stomach like a disco . "yet kuik kiuk oiuk " the sound was so annoying.                                     I make my way over to the appetizers and there they are..           

 Nasi Briyani, Ayam masak merah, dall, and many more. I was so looking the food  like a found a handsome guy. hhaha. My mom said to me 'alaaaa nurul, eat just fill  your tummy not need to eat a lot like a zombie, So i heard my mom said like that I immediately I eat . I forgot all my plan and my EXTREAM DIET!   I was failed diet ! I failing my diet AGAIN AND AGAIN . I do not know how I want to be slim like others. This is my weakness that I can share. The conclusion is I will find the answer SOON ! haha thanks, that's all.