FAILING MY DIET, AGAIN AND AGAIN.

                 Hi, for this time I want to share about my weakness about DIET. Diet is a important for us even for a guy. I know majority woman in earth are take care of their body and faces. Every woman want look beautiful, always.They want have a body shape and they want look pretty by wearing any cloth. So do I. For honestly, I am big size and have a lot fat. Before this after I finish Spm, I gained weight 14kg from normal kg's. I was so stress because when you are fat is so hard to find any cloth and look so unhealthy. My mistake I eat anytime anywhere. And before this I'm athlete so I immediately stop so maybe this in one of the reason I gained weight. After i stress because myself so I decided to start DIET . Beside that , Thankful because im going to National Service so i losing my weight 8kg. But unfortunately, is just a short for me. So my idea is do not eat rice, chicken, and junk food. Eat twice a day and eat a lot of healthy food like vegetable and fruit. I can did it only for  two weeks dan I failing my diet. I started eat rice at night, eat fried chicken. My weakness is can't look food. And if i eat after that i will regret to eat. haha. That's my bad habit..

So i angry myself, i said to myself 'NURUL STOP EAT UNHEALTHY FOOD, START DIET NURUL SYARIZA".  I warning myself, haha. So i read a lot of article about diet and read some magazine about how to diet , how to trip your fats, and so on. i ever started a diet and really believe that this time its gonna be different because i have found that drive and determination to change myself. NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.  

                                 So the plan is on DIET:                                     

I have been to kenduri my uncle at Gombak. I told myself please this time do not eat rice . This is challenging for me. I'm really good about myself and know that i have a good time and well at kenduri with my family.  While i was hungry my stomach like a disco . "yet kuik kiuk oiuk " the sound was so annoying.                                     I make my way over to the appetizers and there they are..           

 Nasi Briyani, Ayam masak merah, dall, and many more. I was so looking the food  like a found a handsome guy. hhaha. My mom said to me 'alaaaa nurul, eat just fill  your tummy not need to eat a lot like a zombie, So i heard my mom said like that I immediately I eat . I forgot all my plan and my EXTREAM DIET!   I was failed diet ! I failing my diet AGAIN AND AGAIN . I do not know how I want to be slim like others. This is my weakness that I can share. The conclusion is I will find the answer SOON ! haha thanks, that's all.

                                 

College life

                     

 After i finish my school on 2009 , and now i started to be as student. After I stopped working, I was looking for University or college for further study. During that time, I made ​​apply to enter into UiTM but after the results come out I didn't get it. So since that i try find a good University or college. I was so upset because i didn't get to Uitm. My parents said to me they prefer IPTA than IPTS because the cost to support more cheaper than IPTS. Futhermore, IPTA have many benefit to bring to the future. I applied in course DIPLOMA PUBLIC ADMIN but i search all IPTA / IPTS does not have this course. So i got offer from SEGI / TARC / KTT / KTAC / many more . I dont want to wait the UITM next intake because it's so long to wait. So I decided to look and survey Kolej Teknologi Timur at Sepang. Because this college collaborates with UiTM. So i made my parents with confidently, they took me this college to survey first. So, after my dad asked so many thing about this college and my dad said he was agree and okay to take me in to studying here.

First of all, i was like never mind i just follow my dad what he ask me to do or whatever. So, i just follow him. After that, I prepare all my stuff and document need to bring there. The cost was cheaper because my lucky intake only for this time got subsidy from government. Thanks a lot to government. hehe. I need to register on 23 June 2012 at Kolej Teknologi Timur, Sepang. I was nervous and i always think 'oh please God give me a good friend there'. When i arrive to KTT, i was not unexpected so many student register here. I think more than 200 student. It was a good news for KTT. So while I settle out about my registration  I met a few friend that we had a short conversation about the course taking. After that, I going to my hostel. I'm quite shy because I bring so many thing from my home. My mom bubbling that "Am i want to moving house?", haha. So i met all my roommate and the bad news is I only one Twenty years old. So im the eldest. We had a lot of activity after registeration. I don't want to story particular about this because it's quite long. So it might be boring for you to read ;)

After that, I thankful to Allah s.w.t i had a lovely roommate. So, the classes was start and it quite pack my schedule. A lot of assignment lecturer give us. The lecturer and classmate is okay and awesome. I am in Code course BM118. I'm taking Office Management. I got my group that i can called them CRAZY CLASSMATE. They are very supporting and they are many behavior we had in class.

I started feel the busy as student to do a lot of assignment and study. Sometimes didnt get enough of time to rest and eat. College life is far away different from school life. Everything did by our self. The assessment is very important to all student for their carry mark. So i very enjoy for this first sem. I hope next sem I still in this college and I hope i can a good score. That's all.

Stranger

Hi, after i post 10 entries about fact and myself, now i will story about my life.. i will story about LOVE. Love happen with every human in earth between male and female. Love have many way that we can explore which mean from family, friendship , and also relationship. Love it will come naturallu. I admit im as teenager i had falled in love. Who"s not right? So i will story about love .

When im in high school, like my teacher said in school you will surrounded with "Monkey Love". I had through the moment monkey love. It was so funny when i memorize that moment but that is reality in high school. After that, i met someone "stranger" outside my school. For the honestly, first i know him from social network " facebook" . But that time i very hate him becauze he very "uncool".So when my friend met me with him, i was very fall in love. Day by day, i started find him and ask his number from my friend " peja". The reason i find him because i had been frustated and cheated with my ex before " stranger".  I dont mind i find him first because i am girl. So day by day we started text and call. I dont know why out of sudden i being like this .So we started to in relationship. I think i cant get him because of the way he treat me was like 50% . Haha.

Afrer 5 month, we are become serious in relationship. so many hardship and joy we through together.
I was unexpected i can be with him a long term relationship. He so many sarcrise for me and my family. We act like a bestfriend. I love being like that. He is. Ery responsible. He is very matured . He is very spontanious . He is very indepedent. So many thing i can describe about him .

After 4 years and 8 months we are in relationship, we are very more understanding each other. Alhamdulilah. I hope it will until marriege. Haaaaa ^_^. thats ll

INSTAGRAM

 Instagram is application about photography for Apple user and Android. This is application launched in year 2010. I was explore this application when I saw my friend always send her photo to her facebook.So i ask her what's application are you using this? Then she told me that she using Instagram. Because the photo was so beautiful and the effect was nice. That time I'm still using nokia so I can't using that application. Because i loves to take picture like natural . It was so beautiful if take a picture and edit using Instagram. It become more perfect when the phone camera lens is sharp and perfect when take a picture like Iphone 4s and many more. Other then Photoshop that application can edit and do more about editing picture but Instagram is another application that easy and useful for phone user. So they no need to edit using computer they just can edit from phone. So when I use Apple, I can explore more about Instagram. My memory full of picture since I had Instagram. Instagram become popular and gained using Instagram.

      This is example that I took from Google Image that want to show u guys. I know everyone know what's about Instagram and how to use it right?. So that's all. Thanks :)

                                                 

Holiday

Hi, Good Morning . Alhamdulilah, we still can breath as usual. Thankful. So now we proceed the next topic that i will share with you guys is about holiday. I love vacation. I wish i as traveler so that i can go around the world. I can go whenever i want .Unfortunately, i just a normal person that no a lot of money, and still being student. So i just go somewhere inside Malaysia. For your information, in Malaysia has a lot of island. Like a example:

This is Pulau Perhentian, Terengganu, Malaysia

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PULAU PANGKOR, PERAK, MALAYSIA

 I had been a lot of vacation place. I had been to Sandakan, Sabah. Bintulu, Sarawak. Kuantan, Pahang. Melaka, Negeri Sembilan,  Perak, and many more. Every place has their own culture. 

             If you want to find a interesting place for your family vacation, honeymoon, so on you can find out at this web page : http://www.tripadvisor.com.my . 

That's all. 

                              

                                                   

FASHION

         Good morning guys, today I will write about Fashion.  Everybody loves fashion. Fashion is one of the reasons people can show personality from their dress up. From there, people can judge us how we show our personality. Most of us do not care what we wear daily. Sometimes, we simply follow trend in fashion without realizing whether the fashion suits with us or not.

        In this modern world, too many fashion the designer create or people create a of their design. Old school refers to something that is fairly old not very recent. In 1970's until 1990's, their fashion is a old school. Very colourful. Very comfortable. Very fairly. Very versatile. And the most popular in their fashion is : Afro and bootcut pants or jeans.  This era been so long until 1990's. After year been 2000. The fashion become modern time by time. I took a  few of  picture from google as example the old school fashion.
                         
                                   

                                         

           After this era 70's. 80's, 90's been end and new era began in year 2000. So year by year, the designer was had a lot of fashion experience and it is MUST a lot of a new DESIGN of a new era for a modern world. Many in the industry have noted the lack of divide between the 1990s and early 2000 due the continued popularity of fashion among young people of both sexes. For the most part, the mid-late 2000s did not have one particular style but recycled vintage clothing styles from the 1940's until 1980's.

In 2000's, the designer took a vintage design like a example , lowrise skinny jeans, leggings, knee high boots, so on. So their combine this old fashion to the new design and make a suitable cloth / pants to people can wear this design. So year by year until 2012, design was a lot of same like era 80's 90's because they took a old design but make a modern design. It was beautiful and the a lot of trend nowadays probably people and mostly a young people can wear and follow a new trend. Same goes to the accessories, shoes, and shall. For  the retail shop, they are the main of to show a new trend nowadays. So , people can know what's the new trend time by time. It was have a branded shop, and a cheap shop. So do not worry everybody will get chance to get any cloth that follow the new trend. I took a example picture to show u guys a new trend.

EXAMPLE: This fashion mostly suitable wear for casual or office wear. 

EXAMPLE: This fashion mostly suitable for all muslimah.

    Anyhowm every one of us has our own preference in choosing our clothes. Our taste changes from time to time, as the world of fashion changes currently. If we were to follow the most up to date trend in fashion, we are going to spend so much, yet sometimes the fashion we choose do not suit us. Let us not to be fussy about latest trend, but choose what suits our body and the function we are attending so that we will feel comfortable. I just wanna say that I'm student that learn how to explore about the fact or so on, so forgive me if this info was terrible or not logic as well. Im just want to learn. That's all. Thanks ;))

                           

Breast Cancer

Alhamdulilah , to Allah swt because give us a lot of grace . We as human always need to remember everything what we did what we had . Remember Duniawi only we borrow from Allah swt to live here. There's no permanent . Only temporary . Beside that , in life journey we through not only always being happy but sometimes we need to through the sad and the worst sadness . But remember Allah give this must have a reason. All happen have a reason. Sometimes Up sometimes Down. Here's I want to story about my aunty. She detected breast Cancer , So let me story about her life.

            A long time ago, She is person of happy go lucky. She is strongest person. She is supportive. She is intelligent woman. She is PHD graduated. She doesnt have a husband and daughther or son. She still single. When she in University life, She live at United State. So she quite love to eat. She very enjoy to eat when she young. So the effect not attact her when she in enjoyable of food. When she in 50 above years old, she started sick. She retired of her works. Because she doesnt have any energy anymore. So she decided to retired. She rest at home. The whole close family currently worried with her. She started weak, and her face was like a pale, she vomited after she ate, she feel swelling of all or part of the breast, skin irritation or dimpling, a lump in the underarm area, nipple pain or the nipple turning inward, and breast pain. So my niece asked her to see her specialist to figure out what the causes her pain?. So my niece send her to Subang Jaya Hospital and medical check up. So after finish her medical check up, the doctor will told us at least a week about the result. After we waiting the result then the doctor said " She have breast cancer is already Stage 2 ''. That's mean it was so long the cancer was activated in her body. This is silence killer. We started worry about her. Such we know that cancer will kill us slowly until Stage 4. She totally down and she doesn't have any confident to live. She suddenly cried and hug her niece because heard a bad news. Doctor said that she to have two options, today there's an overwhelming menu of treatment choices that fight the complex mix of cells in each individual cancer. The decisions — surgery, then perhaps radiation. Then she choose to do surgery. So immediately she discuss with her doctor about the cost and so on.

        She being thankful to Allah s.w.t because still can do surgery. Doctor said she can still safe because she doing she  surgery. So, she did the surgery very well . After 2 months, she quite have a lot of energy. But the sad is she need to do chemotherapy . That's a lot radio active. It will be very serious effect to her if she can't compete with this chemical. But I told you this solution can kill the cancer cell. So after she finish her chemotherapy she very weak and she like senile. She doesnt have a hair, and she doesnt have appetite to eat. In this time, she very loneliness, she doesnt want to talk with others, she want to stay home, she very different before this. But i respect her because she has high confident to survive her life to live. She can drive alone from Kuantan to Subang Jaya. She can stay home alone in 3 days and still can cook while she in sick. This is why doesn't mean she in sick she can't do anything like a healty person. So after 3 years till now, she very healthy and very well. She can continue doing work as usual. Now she free of cancer. We all thankful with Allah s.w.t because still give her breath to live in this earth. I took this example to myself and you guys to take a lesson. That's all. Thanks ;')