FOR THE LAST ENTRIES

      HI, so this is my last entries. For the honestly, i didn't know how to post how to manage or edit become creative blog. So i did this for only one reason, only for my assignment. In time, i practice myself to create an logical/ reality/ or anything article. I love to write article love to read article. But for the starting i read the current issue and read the fact and i refer to internet. I still cant do it without internet. From here, my lecturer will read my blog and hope she will understand what I post. It quite long but for me is okay maybe. Tawakal to God. I hope i can get a good mark from here. So thanks for everything. I'm apologize for my blog if you feel my entries is all terrible. And one more thing is, my grammatical error. I know im weak of grammar. But i slowly learn how to use proper grammar. I worried that my English is broken. This is my problem. Like seriously, when I'm in the high school my English very poor but day by day i learn by myself and from internet. I hope im in university level i can use proper English and good using grammar especially using grammar in writing. First of all, I want to thanks for Madam Azi because give me chance to share and explore about doing blog and some article. And I hope so i can get a good marks from you. That's all. Thank you. From: Nurul Syariza Binti Abdul Aziz.

4 BLOOD

Hi, for the second last entries I will share my story about my family. Nothing more important than family. Family is everything for me. My parents married on 16 March 1990. And I born on 27 Oct 1992. After two years they get married finally they got the first daughter and here I am. They took care me very patiently because im the first daughter. The first experience right?. They give the beautiful name as soon as possible after I born is  "Nurul Syariza binti Abdul Aziz". I was so bored play alone. I being alone as their daughter and no siblings until my age 6 years old. That time i got a new sister. She is Siti Jazilah Binti Abdul Aziz. I know we are very far away different age but our faces very same. We had a lot of memories. My family help each other when hardship time but we still in hapiness and lovely family. I'm very thankful i got my father that very kind, patiently, and responsible,many more. My mother also she is very loving, she very patiently , and quite love to bubbling at me about anything i annoyed her. For my sister i quite love to fight with her every second. But i still love her. I will put some picture about my family.

My Father name is Abdul Aziz bin Sulaiman.My wish to Abah is : Abah, i'm promise to you I will prove it i will success and i can score my pointer to you and the important is being anak solehah.InsyaAllah. You are the best man i had, Thanks for everything abah ;)

My mother name is Wan Saripah bt Wan Abdullah, My wish to Mama is: Mama, do you know that how much i love you?.I cant count it because it has a million billion love only for you ma, You are everything to me, Who you are you are still my mother. I will promise to you I will success too for you and i will help our family for anything.I promise I will take care of you both when I'm getting older ma,. You are the best woman i had, You are my soul, my heart, my nerve. I will do anything for you. Love you mama till i die. 

My parents until akhirat :)

This is Siti Jazilah binti Abdul Aziz.. My wish to you dik, I as your sister I promise I will take care of you no mater what until you get married. Whatever happen you are still my sister. Even we always fight just because a stupid thing but i know when we getting older we will miss that time. Im very sorry for everything. I know you are so many hardship you through like you had operation back bone. I will be there for you. Loveyou adik. Be anak solehah to your parents and Allah s.w.t , so do I. InsyaAllah ;')

 So, we are happy family, Thankful to Allah s.w.t I had this family. I had a lot story about my story to you that i can share. That's all. Thank you

                         

The most amazing malay film

Hi, today I will share about one film by a young boy' from anak MALAYSIA is Syafiq Yusof " S.A.M" . Firstly, I saw this film trailer i think the film is like a " Lagenda Budak Setan or Ombak Rindu". And I so excited to watch this movie. And I love romantic story or about love. Well, girl right. So, i decided to watch this movie with Baha on 5th raya last week. I sited the comfortable sit and good looking at screen monitor. First chapter is all about their sweetes couple, the actress is Shaeizy Sam and Lisa Surihani. This is why i told you guys why I think this movie is about romantic story but the second chapter it was so freaky psycho. Sam and one freaky obsess guy desperate with Lisa and he try to separate lisa and Sam. He always make Lisa afraid with his freaky psycho at her office. And Sam worried her girlfriend be disturbed with that guy. In one night, Sam asked Lisa going "Special Dinner" . She get ready with a beautiful face and simple dress up while waiting his Sam. Suddenly, when Sam came to pick her up one freaky guy hit Sam and hit lisa too. After the unexpected accident, Sam in old company factory . Lisa was been ragging with one mystery guy. Sam trying to find Lisa and help her but he failed. When I watching this, i remember one of Hollywood movie " SAW". The most freaky creepy scary murder or whatever movie. hahaha. I was so excited more to watching this movie. I'm so pity with Lisa because she got punishment that she didn't deserve it. Hour by hour still in A.m , Sam still cant find Lisa which mean Lisa is inside secret room. But suddenly, Sam became illusion. Sam actually kill the freaky guy that always disturb Lisa at office. Sam actually has PSYCHOTIC DISORDERS since he kids. But when he grown up he was recover but suddenly the disease came. In the end, Lisa and Sam been killed. Lisa been kill Sam. And Sam been killed by police man. This is the most amazing story guide line by a young boy Syafiq Yusof. For an extra information for our knowledge about the PSYCHOTIC DISORDERS, I will share about you what is this disease. Not only we watch this movie we cant take an extra knowledge right. I just find out at internet for my extra knowledge too. So ;

       


                                               PSYCHOTIC DISORDERS: 


INVOLVE DISORDERS AWARENESS AND THINKING.  TWO OF THE MOST COMMON SYMPTOMS OF PSYCHOTIC DISORDERS ARE HALLUCINATIONS. THE EXPERIENCE OF IMAGES OR SOUNDS THAT ARE  NOT REAL, SUCH AS HEARING VOICES AND DELUSIONS WHICH ARE FALSE BELIEFS THAT THE IN PERSON ACCEPTS AS TRUE, DESPITE EVIDENCE TO THE COUNTRY.  SCHIZOPHERNIA IS AND EXAMPLE OF A PSYCHOTIC DISORDER.

         I hope you enjoy and understand what i post about this topic. The conclusion is do not love someone until you did not love your self. Try to know someone that you love deeply and the background too. Do not love too much it will kill yourself. Love is beautiful but the beautiful will hurt you the most. Anyway, i try to do some intersting article and i still learn how to do it. I love to read article.So sorry if you cant understand what i said this, That's all. Thanks ;)

PORT DICKSON

   

                                         







  Hi, I will story about I going to trip to Pork Dickson last month. I will story our moment at Pork Dickson. I and my friend made a plan about trip. But no one no have an idea where we will want to go . And then, one of my friend give her opinion she said Port Dickson. So, we all agree. Then we all made a proper plan and make it happen!!. We are going on Saturday because on Saturday we all don't have any classes. My five friend going to the trip so do I. So the planed was okay. We rent Kelisa for going to the trip. I was so excited and can't wait to play Banana Boat and Drift boat at Batu 4, Port Dickson. When the sun was vertical, we finally arrived at Batu 4,PD and we hit the food first for full our stomach and hit the beach after that. I didn't expect that that time even not in public holiday but still full of people at the beach. But this is fun for us . Thankful that the beach is clean from rubbish. So we spend our time for a whole day at beach. Finally, i got play banana boat and drift with them even we all throw up into 100 feet sea. That's a new experience for me. I love adventure. After the sun goes down we all go clean up get shower . After all we did for a whole day, it was so exhausted but it so fun. Too many memories at PD. I hope we can go the next trip or vacation. I will put some picture to show you guys. Thanks.


                                                       

" Long Distance is nothing, the important is......

 

     Hi, today Nurul will share story about my experience about LONG DISTANCE RELATIONSHIP.  I had been the most challenging that we both going through. Long distance is just distance but the most is important is TRUST. I and Baha sacrifice for our relationship for 1 years and half. He went to Perth, Australia. He went there because he work at Balga, Perth, Australia. And I still 18 years old that time still young to through this alone. I know this is the most sad for me because we need to separate about a thousand miles from me. But I know Allah s.w.t did to us must have a reason. Any happen has a reason right?. So i just follow the flow. One night, firstly he didnt want to tell me about he need to go Australia because he know we always spend time together everyday and suddenly we didnt get chance to spent time anymore. And then he called me, he told everything, when i firstly heard I was kinda sad and automatically I think negative about him. But i not show my feeling to him, i keep support him, because who I am didn't give him chance to grab a new experience at oversea. So after he settled about his visa and i help him to settle his passport and ticket, and the day came that we need to separate. I send him at KLIA and that time was very reluctant to let him go. I know I will miss him, i cant cry that time. I dont know why. Her mother came to and hug said everything is gonna fine,nurul.

Its been half month which mean the summer time was start that time, but in Malaysia still same the weather haha. Okay, so far so good I and Baha. But sometimes i feel so lonely and i replace the lonely time with spend time with my bestfriend and my family. I know is so hard to through this. Sometimes too many problem i need to through ,sometimes the phone problem, skype problem, sometimes we did not contact for a whole day. It was killing me deeply. I cry alone. I dont want to show at him because i know he at outside there he did for his family and i need to trust him what he did at outside there. Other than that, we are keep what we always do, we contact everyday using skype or he will call me, we open a new topic or current issue, gossip too. What he do always told me, when we both going somewhere we tell each other, we always spend our time in digital communication. I always be positive to him,it is MUST! If i really really cant handle this i ask advise from my bestfriend and read some article. 

After one year we had been through this, I got a good news he will came back home in 5 months left, I was so surprise and excited!. I thankful to Allah because we still can handle and keep together until he came back Malaysia. Actually, Long distance is just a miles but the importance is trust and keep be positive. Even hard to leave him or what you need to through this for your relationship. Sometimes in relationship has their hardship right? Not in relationship always have fun, romantic everytime. We need to show our sacrifice. I got a lot experience of this chanllenging. I hope this will be last forever. That's all.

I'll promise I'll be, the one that you can trust"

      

          Hi, today I will share about a new songs by Chris Brown the title is " Don't Judge me" . First i heard this songs is like the music attract me and make me want to sing and love to hear. I open Youtube and search a new songs and i scroll down i saw Chris Brown had a new songs so i click and heard until finish. I heard this songs lyric it was so meant to me. Very deeply mean to me. Beside that, i love all Chris Brown songs because the music very slow and not too much electro. Because nowadays music right now,the music too much more electro mix with R&B. Had certain artist still involve with Soul and slow music. I love that. The most i love is Boys 11 men , Babyface , Chris Brown, Adele , many more. I know boys 11 men and babyface is a old band in 80's, 90's but i am new generation still hear their songs. Don't worry you songs will always be in my playlist. So i will put Chris Brown ' Don't Judge Me' .

                                                          "Don't Judge Me"

[Verse 1:]
I don't wanna go there
We should never go there
Why you wanna go there
I guess I gotta go there

[Pre-Hook:]
You're hearing rumours about me
And you can't stomach the thought
Of someone touching my body
When you're so close to my heart
I won't deny what they saying
Because most of it is true
But it was all before I fell for you

[Hook:]
So please babe
So please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful
Let it be beautifu-u-ul, let it be beautiful
Let it be beautifu-u-ul, let it be beautiful

[Verse 2:]
Everything I say right now
Is gonna be used in another fight
And I've been through this so many times
Can we change the subject?
You gonna start asking me questions like:
"Was she attractive? Was she an actress?"
Baby the fact is

[Pre-Hook:]
You're hearing rumours about me
And saw some pictures online
Saying they got you so angry
Making you wish you were blind
Before we start talking crazy
Saying some things we'll regret
Can we just slow it down and press reset.
You're beautiful

[Hook:]
So please babe
So please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful

[Bridge:]
Just let the past
Just be the past
And focused on things
That are gonna make us laugh
Take me as I am, not who I was
I'll promise I'll be, the one that you can trust

[Hook:]
So please babe
So please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
Cause it could get ugly
Before it gets beautiful
Please don't judge me
And I won't judge you
And if you love me
Then let it be beautiful
Let it be beautiful [x4]
Let it be beautiful ay
Let it be beautiful yeah [x3]

[Outro:]
I don't wanna go there baby yeah
We should never go there

                   

Three girl

Salam, I will story about my three lovely roommate that i love to spend time with them, love to share, and many more. I met my roommate at KTT , first time I talked with them I was so awkward and kinda quiet.I act everything okay and be nice with them. First night before sleep, we did ice breaking to tell about their background.. It was so good to share and glad that everyone is supporting. Futhermore, I am the only one taking course office management. They are take Art & Design . Day by day, I knew them deeply. We had a lot of memories that we made. Let me introduce to you my lovely roommate.

This is Nur Fatin Amira. She from Johor Bharu. She very particular about neat home and she is very simple to have a friend. She supporting but she quite decisive. 

This is Erra fadziera. She from Johor Bharu. She is small size but very talkactive. She very friendly and  she are good listener. 

This is Nurul Hidayah from Johor Bharu. She is very friendly and she is very matured. She very talkactive and she very particular with us. She good listener and good to give advise. 

So , i tell your about my roommate. I hope next sem we will stay together. 

FAILING MY DIET, AGAIN AND AGAIN.

                 Hi, for this time I want to share about my weakness about DIET. Diet is a important for us even for a guy. I know majority woman in earth are take care of their body and faces. Every woman want look beautiful, always.They want have a body shape and they want look pretty by wearing any cloth. So do I. For honestly, I am big size and have a lot fat. Before this after I finish Spm, I gained weight 14kg from normal kg's. I was so stress because when you are fat is so hard to find any cloth and look so unhealthy. My mistake I eat anytime anywhere. And before this I'm athlete so I immediately stop so maybe this in one of the reason I gained weight. After i stress because myself so I decided to start DIET . Beside that , Thankful because im going to National Service so i losing my weight 8kg. But unfortunately, is just a short for me. So my idea is do not eat rice, chicken, and junk food. Eat twice a day and eat a lot of healthy food like vegetable and fruit. I can did it only for  two weeks dan I failing my diet. I started eat rice at night, eat fried chicken. My weakness is can't look food. And if i eat after that i will regret to eat. haha. That's my bad habit..

So i angry myself, i said to myself 'NURUL STOP EAT UNHEALTHY FOOD, START DIET NURUL SYARIZA".  I warning myself, haha. So i read a lot of article about diet and read some magazine about how to diet , how to trip your fats, and so on. i ever started a diet and really believe that this time its gonna be different because i have found that drive and determination to change myself. NO MATTER WHAT IT TAKES.  

                                 So the plan is on DIET:                                     

I have been to kenduri my uncle at Gombak. I told myself please this time do not eat rice . This is challenging for me. I'm really good about myself and know that i have a good time and well at kenduri with my family.  While i was hungry my stomach like a disco . "yet kuik kiuk oiuk " the sound was so annoying.                                     I make my way over to the appetizers and there they are..           

 Nasi Briyani, Ayam masak merah, dall, and many more. I was so looking the food  like a found a handsome guy. hhaha. My mom said to me 'alaaaa nurul, eat just fill  your tummy not need to eat a lot like a zombie, So i heard my mom said like that I immediately I eat . I forgot all my plan and my EXTREAM DIET!   I was failed diet ! I failing my diet AGAIN AND AGAIN . I do not know how I want to be slim like others. This is my weakness that I can share. The conclusion is I will find the answer SOON ! haha thanks, that's all.

                                 

College life

                     

 After i finish my school on 2009 , and now i started to be as student. After I stopped working, I was looking for University or college for further study. During that time, I made ​​apply to enter into UiTM but after the results come out I didn't get it. So since that i try find a good University or college. I was so upset because i didn't get to Uitm. My parents said to me they prefer IPTA than IPTS because the cost to support more cheaper than IPTS. Futhermore, IPTA have many benefit to bring to the future. I applied in course DIPLOMA PUBLIC ADMIN but i search all IPTA / IPTS does not have this course. So i got offer from SEGI / TARC / KTT / KTAC / many more . I dont want to wait the UITM next intake because it's so long to wait. So I decided to look and survey Kolej Teknologi Timur at Sepang. Because this college collaborates with UiTM. So i made my parents with confidently, they took me this college to survey first. So, after my dad asked so many thing about this college and my dad said he was agree and okay to take me in to studying here.

First of all, i was like never mind i just follow my dad what he ask me to do or whatever. So, i just follow him. After that, I prepare all my stuff and document need to bring there. The cost was cheaper because my lucky intake only for this time got subsidy from government. Thanks a lot to government. hehe. I need to register on 23 June 2012 at Kolej Teknologi Timur, Sepang. I was nervous and i always think 'oh please God give me a good friend there'. When i arrive to KTT, i was not unexpected so many student register here. I think more than 200 student. It was a good news for KTT. So while I settle out about my registration  I met a few friend that we had a short conversation about the course taking. After that, I going to my hostel. I'm quite shy because I bring so many thing from my home. My mom bubbling that "Am i want to moving house?", haha. So i met all my roommate and the bad news is I only one Twenty years old. So im the eldest. We had a lot of activity after registeration. I don't want to story particular about this because it's quite long. So it might be boring for you to read ;)

After that, I thankful to Allah s.w.t i had a lovely roommate. So, the classes was start and it quite pack my schedule. A lot of assignment lecturer give us. The lecturer and classmate is okay and awesome. I am in Code course BM118. I'm taking Office Management. I got my group that i can called them CRAZY CLASSMATE. They are very supporting and they are many behavior we had in class.

I started feel the busy as student to do a lot of assignment and study. Sometimes didnt get enough of time to rest and eat. College life is far away different from school life. Everything did by our self. The assessment is very important to all student for their carry mark. So i very enjoy for this first sem. I hope next sem I still in this college and I hope i can a good score. That's all.

Stranger

Hi, after i post 10 entries about fact and myself, now i will story about my life.. i will story about LOVE. Love happen with every human in earth between male and female. Love have many way that we can explore which mean from family, friendship , and also relationship. Love it will come naturallu. I admit im as teenager i had falled in love. Who"s not right? So i will story about love .

When im in high school, like my teacher said in school you will surrounded with "Monkey Love". I had through the moment monkey love. It was so funny when i memorize that moment but that is reality in high school. After that, i met someone "stranger" outside my school. For the honestly, first i know him from social network " facebook" . But that time i very hate him becauze he very "uncool".So when my friend met me with him, i was very fall in love. Day by day, i started find him and ask his number from my friend " peja". The reason i find him because i had been frustated and cheated with my ex before " stranger".  I dont mind i find him first because i am girl. So day by day we started text and call. I dont know why out of sudden i being like this .So we started to in relationship. I think i cant get him because of the way he treat me was like 50% . Haha.

Afrer 5 month, we are become serious in relationship. so many hardship and joy we through together.
I was unexpected i can be with him a long term relationship. He so many sarcrise for me and my family. We act like a bestfriend. I love being like that. He is. Ery responsible. He is very matured . He is very spontanious . He is very indepedent. So many thing i can describe about him .

After 4 years and 8 months we are in relationship, we are very more understanding each other. Alhamdulilah. I hope it will until marriege. Haaaaa ^_^. thats ll

INSTAGRAM

 Instagram is application about photography for Apple user and Android. This is application launched in year 2010. I was explore this application when I saw my friend always send her photo to her facebook.So i ask her what's application are you using this? Then she told me that she using Instagram. Because the photo was so beautiful and the effect was nice. That time I'm still using nokia so I can't using that application. Because i loves to take picture like natural . It was so beautiful if take a picture and edit using Instagram. It become more perfect when the phone camera lens is sharp and perfect when take a picture like Iphone 4s and many more. Other then Photoshop that application can edit and do more about editing picture but Instagram is another application that easy and useful for phone user. So they no need to edit using computer they just can edit from phone. So when I use Apple, I can explore more about Instagram. My memory full of picture since I had Instagram. Instagram become popular and gained using Instagram.

      This is example that I took from Google Image that want to show u guys. I know everyone know what's about Instagram and how to use it right?. So that's all. Thanks :)

                                                 

Holiday

Hi, Good Morning . Alhamdulilah, we still can breath as usual. Thankful. So now we proceed the next topic that i will share with you guys is about holiday. I love vacation. I wish i as traveler so that i can go around the world. I can go whenever i want .Unfortunately, i just a normal person that no a lot of money, and still being student. So i just go somewhere inside Malaysia. For your information, in Malaysia has a lot of island. Like a example:

This is Pulau Perhentian, Terengganu, Malaysia

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PULAU PANGKOR, PERAK, MALAYSIA

 I had been a lot of vacation place. I had been to Sandakan, Sabah. Bintulu, Sarawak. Kuantan, Pahang. Melaka, Negeri Sembilan,  Perak, and many more. Every place has their own culture. 

             If you want to find a interesting place for your family vacation, honeymoon, so on you can find out at this web page : http://www.tripadvisor.com.my . 

That's all. 

                              

                                                   

FASHION

         Good morning guys, today I will write about Fashion.  Everybody loves fashion. Fashion is one of the reasons people can show personality from their dress up. From there, people can judge us how we show our personality. Most of us do not care what we wear daily. Sometimes, we simply follow trend in fashion without realizing whether the fashion suits with us or not.

        In this modern world, too many fashion the designer create or people create a of their design. Old school refers to something that is fairly old not very recent. In 1970's until 1990's, their fashion is a old school. Very colourful. Very comfortable. Very fairly. Very versatile. And the most popular in their fashion is : Afro and bootcut pants or jeans.  This era been so long until 1990's. After year been 2000. The fashion become modern time by time. I took a  few of  picture from google as example the old school fashion.
                         
                                   

                                         

           After this era 70's. 80's, 90's been end and new era began in year 2000. So year by year, the designer was had a lot of fashion experience and it is MUST a lot of a new DESIGN of a new era for a modern world. Many in the industry have noted the lack of divide between the 1990s and early 2000 due the continued popularity of fashion among young people of both sexes. For the most part, the mid-late 2000s did not have one particular style but recycled vintage clothing styles from the 1940's until 1980's.

In 2000's, the designer took a vintage design like a example , lowrise skinny jeans, leggings, knee high boots, so on. So their combine this old fashion to the new design and make a suitable cloth / pants to people can wear this design. So year by year until 2012, design was a lot of same like era 80's 90's because they took a old design but make a modern design. It was beautiful and the a lot of trend nowadays probably people and mostly a young people can wear and follow a new trend. Same goes to the accessories, shoes, and shall. For  the retail shop, they are the main of to show a new trend nowadays. So , people can know what's the new trend time by time. It was have a branded shop, and a cheap shop. So do not worry everybody will get chance to get any cloth that follow the new trend. I took a example picture to show u guys a new trend.

EXAMPLE: This fashion mostly suitable wear for casual or office wear. 

EXAMPLE: This fashion mostly suitable for all muslimah.

    Anyhowm every one of us has our own preference in choosing our clothes. Our taste changes from time to time, as the world of fashion changes currently. If we were to follow the most up to date trend in fashion, we are going to spend so much, yet sometimes the fashion we choose do not suit us. Let us not to be fussy about latest trend, but choose what suits our body and the function we are attending so that we will feel comfortable. I just wanna say that I'm student that learn how to explore about the fact or so on, so forgive me if this info was terrible or not logic as well. Im just want to learn. That's all. Thanks ;))

                           

Breast Cancer

Alhamdulilah , to Allah swt because give us a lot of grace . We as human always need to remember everything what we did what we had . Remember Duniawi only we borrow from Allah swt to live here. There's no permanent . Only temporary . Beside that , in life journey we through not only always being happy but sometimes we need to through the sad and the worst sadness . But remember Allah give this must have a reason. All happen have a reason. Sometimes Up sometimes Down. Here's I want to story about my aunty. She detected breast Cancer , So let me story about her life.

            A long time ago, She is person of happy go lucky. She is strongest person. She is supportive. She is intelligent woman. She is PHD graduated. She doesnt have a husband and daughther or son. She still single. When she in University life, She live at United State. So she quite love to eat. She very enjoy to eat when she young. So the effect not attact her when she in enjoyable of food. When she in 50 above years old, she started sick. She retired of her works. Because she doesnt have any energy anymore. So she decided to retired. She rest at home. The whole close family currently worried with her. She started weak, and her face was like a pale, she vomited after she ate, she feel swelling of all or part of the breast, skin irritation or dimpling, a lump in the underarm area, nipple pain or the nipple turning inward, and breast pain. So my niece asked her to see her specialist to figure out what the causes her pain?. So my niece send her to Subang Jaya Hospital and medical check up. So after finish her medical check up, the doctor will told us at least a week about the result. After we waiting the result then the doctor said " She have breast cancer is already Stage 2 ''. That's mean it was so long the cancer was activated in her body. This is silence killer. We started worry about her. Such we know that cancer will kill us slowly until Stage 4. She totally down and she doesn't have any confident to live. She suddenly cried and hug her niece because heard a bad news. Doctor said that she to have two options, today there's an overwhelming menu of treatment choices that fight the complex mix of cells in each individual cancer. The decisions — surgery, then perhaps radiation. Then she choose to do surgery. So immediately she discuss with her doctor about the cost and so on.

        She being thankful to Allah s.w.t because still can do surgery. Doctor said she can still safe because she doing she  surgery. So, she did the surgery very well . After 2 months, she quite have a lot of energy. But the sad is she need to do chemotherapy . That's a lot radio active. It will be very serious effect to her if she can't compete with this chemical. But I told you this solution can kill the cancer cell. So after she finish her chemotherapy she very weak and she like senile. She doesnt have a hair, and she doesnt have appetite to eat. In this time, she very loneliness, she doesnt want to talk with others, she want to stay home, she very different before this. But i respect her because she has high confident to survive her life to live. She can drive alone from Kuantan to Subang Jaya. She can stay home alone in 3 days and still can cook while she in sick. This is why doesn't mean she in sick she can't do anything like a healty person. So after 3 years till now, she very healthy and very well. She can continue doing work as usual. Now she free of cancer. We all thankful with Allah s.w.t because still give her breath to live in this earth. I took this example to myself and you guys to take a lesson. That's all. Thanks ;')

The reason I SIGN UP blogger

Hello , I post a few of fact because I love facts. So now I will tell you about why the reason i Sign Up Blogger with out of sudden. When class was start in early morning , I and my friend was excited because this is the first time BEL (ENGLISH) class. I was probably studios learn this subject and plus the lecturer was awesome. My lecturer is Madam Azi. She is very sporting but straight with exam or test. While she teaching us about Grammar and she asked us to quite. I was wondering why she asked us to quite And then, she give us the assignment. We all said alaaaaaaaaaa.First assignment?. hehe. then she explain what gonna do with the first assignment . Madam Azi explain step by step. First: Do sign up your blog .Second: Do post 20 entries blog except no about religion , politic , race , or sensitive issues. Third: Due date early September . What a funny is , i heard Madam Azi want this assignment early July, so I rushing do it this then my friend ask me " Why Nurul doing this assignment so early''? Yaya said. I was like huh?. Is it need to submit in early July?. Then all my friend around me was laughing at me. I became shy and hmmmm. So never mind, i continue doing this assignment until now. I hope i will finish this before Raya. That's all :) 

LOVE WITH PARENTS NEVER DIE

Family .

Family is everything to me is like they are blood, nerve, and my heart. Because not from both of them I will not live in earth. There are everything for me. They are so many sacrife for me from I child until now. They don’t mind is expensive or what but they try to get what I want. Futhermore,  being children love to have parents who love and agree with each other. They love to have parents you can talk to easily. They also love to have parents who love you and support you when upset, have problem, so on. We as children need to deeply knows about this. It maybe take a long time for the conditons but this is fact to be the best daughter/ son of our parents. Real love always improves everything. Living in a home where Mom and Dad love one another on a deep, basic level is a great source of security for children. Even knowing that they can't get away with something by playing one parents against the other is a very important benefit for them. Love with my parents never die. We need to take care our parents and our family , we need to show some respect to them and we need to appericiate what they had done with us. Do not forget your parents when you are getting older because when we are getting older and they are getting old so we need to be by side with them anytime. We live with our parents so long, is it wrong if we take care them until our parents leave us forever?. Remember, without them no us. InsyaAllah Allah will bless them.amin. Thanks J

Friendship is always a sweet responsibilty, never an oppourtunity." - Kahil Gibran-

Friendship

Friendship is like a diamond that is hard to find. Friendship is the place that the human need human.

Friend is important because she is my behalf of me. She is my place when I being sad, having fun , so on.  Friendship is a relationship between two people who hold mutual affection for each other. Furthermore,  Friendship has many benefit value . Friendship has sympathy. Because  when she/he have problem we need be sympathy with her/him. Friendship has honestly. It is must have honest with each other. Because when we difficult to tell the truth but we can cry to slow talk each other.

Friendship has trust. Because of the ability to be oneself, express one’s feeling and make mistakes without fear of judgement.  This is a few of benefit of friendship that we had right now. Everyone needs friend. In this world, majority they can’t live without partner. They will find at least one.  Friend may last forever but please do not put 100% hope to your friend.  Because when your bestfriend leave you one day you will know how much hurt. Sometimes they just want to be friend only for fun , but when anticipation time comes I am sure only a few friend will help you or maybe no one will help you.  Please take care of your friend well and will last forever ;”) . Thanks

It’s been a years ago, I finish my SPM on 2009.I know it quite ages but I still want to share what I do after I finish Spm. Yes you know all student after finish spm all love being freedom right? Because it been 5 years being secondary student.

First day ,I been looking a vacancy  around Kuala Lumpur. I apply all job. I do not mind apply as waiter , retail assistant, or anything else unless its halal.hehe. So, I try apply vacancy at Esprit KLCC . I fill the form and on the spot I going to interview with Esprit Manager. I was so nervous and did not yet prepare for the interview. Because I thought that I just want to apply the job and looking another job. So,I and manager only in stock room for the interview. He asked me so many things. First he ask me is, “ Can you tell me about your background,’’? When he ask me to tell him about my background, I was awakward and I didn’t know how I want to explain to him. This is because I didn’t not have communication skill to talk in interview situation. This is my weakness. Futhermore, my English is broken and not well. So I ask myself, Is it I can do it this?. After the interview it was good and I get the job after he discuss with his supervisor. So, I did not expacted  that I can communicate well and he can understand what I explain to him about what he asked me to tell. So from now, I learn about confident in ourself. We must have a high confident in what we do.  I had a lot of experience work at retail shop. I thought it was easy but I’m wrong. I was so tired. Day by day , I started think I want resign. After three month I worked at Esprit, I resign. That’s a lot of experience I learn. Thanks.

Learn from mistake"

After I enjoy finish my school, one day was come to tell the Spm result. The day was began of our future. Where we will go after this. Is it continue study, or being lifeless, or repeat Spm paper.

On March 23, in early morning I woke up with mixed feelings because the day was result out. I was think WHAT IF I did not get what my parents want. How they feel. This is I worried about. Whole week I think. So I get ready and wait my friend pick me up at home. My mom always said before I took my result she said that “ If you didn’t get a good score I will find your husband SOON’’.  I was laughing while I feel upset. So the time was come. I and my friend can’t control our nervous when our teacher told result one by one. 15 minutes later, my name came out and when I took my result paper and suddenly…………

I know it would happen. I saw my friend all happy with their result. But me?. not at all. I was upset. I didn’t tell anyone my result. I didn’t call my parents how my result. After that I going back home alone. When I arrived home, my mom straightly ask me how my result? Out of sudden, I cry and hugged my mom and say sorry to her because I’m useless daughter. My mom quite sad with my result. I was down. I feel like my life is empty because I made my parents disappointed with me. From there, I realised I was made big mistake in my life. I must think what should I do make them happy. So one day, I asked my dad to go Pejabat Pelajaran Wilayah Persekutan for register as Spm 2011 candidate. I now it difficult to through while you look all your friend continue study at University but me still continue my Spm. My parents and my bestfriend support me 100%. This is fact for my future. Whatever it is, I want to get good score and I want continue my study in University. Because my target is I want help my family. I don’t want they sacrifice anymore for me. I feel guilty with my parents. On 2011, I study like Spm student and I sit exam at Sekolah Menengah Wangsa Melawati like Spm 2011 candidates. I thankful to Allah swt because gave me one more chance to fix this. So I took this chance to prove it to my parents. After I done did repeat spm, I feel calm . So I learn regretful. Doesn’t mean you fail, you will fail for a whole life. Absolutely, NO! .You need to learn from your mistake. You have many way to change your life. Happen have a reason. Take with full patiently. InsyaAllah, Allah will help you. Thanks J  

Welcome to my first blog

First of all , I want to introduce my name and my backgroud before I tell some story to all of you. My name is Nurul Syariza Binti Abdul Aziz . I'm Twenty on 27 0ctober . I live at Taman Melawati ,Kuala Lumpur with small family .I only have one sister . She is in form two. Now, i will tell my background in a bit . I am an active person, easy going , friendly , open minded , and talkactive person. I love to make a new friends .I did not care where she/he  from ,what her/he religion , what her/he race , I just care that we can be a friend or more than that . I am person that responsible of what i take a risk or being as someone trust me to handle or take care of something.I honestly , I am person very clumsy . Sometimes i hate being clumsy because it makes me stress and kinda shy .

I am love so much extreme sport.For your information, I am ex NATIONAL SERVICE at KEM SIMILAJAU ,BINTULU,SARAWAK. That's why i love extreme sport because i had a lot experience of this sport. I am not kinda a girl love make up , anytime with their boyfriend or etc. hehe .My hobby is : love to spent time with family , read article , searching , sometimes i did a pre loved cloth .I hate to read but i did know why i take a course that a lot need to read in every subject .By the way,before I forgot to tell you guys I am study at Kolej teknologi timur in course OFFICE MANAGEMENT AND TECHNOLOGY UITM. 

My ambition is be as officer of goverment or Duta Malaysia in oversea state,

so i need  to study hard and be more mature. I hope that my life will be better and better, and I hope that my stay in Malaysia will be a rewarding experience with no trouble. Finally, I hope all my dreams will come true and i will be very happy if I succeed in my studies and in my life.